Strengths and weaknesses

So today, I feel much better already.  And I am starting to relax more.  My sore throat is almost gone, my nose is not that painful, and my sinus is barely bothering me already.  I’m used to doing a lot of things at once, do you know?  I can type a blog here while listening to a tv series I have on, and after a few minutes, I can stop writing and play my game on my tablet a while.  Weird huh?  But anyway, I can’t do all of them at once.  That’s crazy. 

My dear, this two days, I can feel and realise how much you care about me.  You remind me to drink water, do this and that, like my wife would.  Please continue to do this even after we are married okay?  I feel so lucky to have you in my life.  You take good care of me and love me.

Do you feel lucky to have me?  I hope you do.  In many ways, I know that I may have weaknesses.  I am not sensitive enough sometimes and I have very poor memory.  I can never remember a person’s face, or dates or names.  I always forget stuff.  But for what it’s worth, I know that I am a very handy person.  I can fix a lot of things.  I guess that is my only strength.

My friend, Auni once said, “Siapa yang kahwin Fong ni pasti sangat bahagia.”  I guess she was referring to me being handy around the house.  And I hope you feel that way about me.   That you feel very blissful to be with me, and to marry me.  I hope you are so happy to marry me.

She is my closest friend, even now, although we have not talked in a very long time.  I guess she is the first friend who truly sees me deeply.  She understands me very well and always gives me advice that helps me a lot.  I hope you can one day meet her.  

I love you, my darling… I love you so much…

Thursday, 20 Oct 2016

5.51pm