Confrontation

Today, we finally meet. After a week. After our quarrel a few days ago. Even though the last few days we acted like nothing was wrong, we both knew something was gonna happen today, when we meet.

Which is why I was quite worried about meeting you. I was so scared. I was so afraid you will tell me you want to stop this and break up. I was so afraid that you don't think we can be together anymore.

I said this to you already and I want to say it again. Nobody is perfect and that includes me. I will never be able to fulfill your criteria of a perfect man. Even you yourself said so last time, that the perfect man doesn't exist.

What I can do is promise to learn from my mistakes and not make the same ones in the future. When I know about it, I will learn from it. It doesn't mean I will learn it outright in one try. It might take me a few tries but please bear with me. Because I am trying.

I will always look at your positive side. I will always remember how you care about me, love me and shower me with happiness. All you did I will remember. And remembering how you did all that makes me feel more secure. And more positive that you are the one for me.

Nobody can predict the future. We may have problems, we may not. We may break up, we may not. But we can't live in fear of the future. We can't expect the worst all the time too. We anticipate the worst scenario so we are prepared for it, but we hope for the best to happen.

My dear, I love you more and more, after each argument we have. Because we learn from it and don't fight over those same things again. When you are emotional, I promise to always be there for you. To comfort you. If I am not there, please wait patiently because I am rushing to be by your side. 

I love you.