Monday, 17 October 2016

Post-vacation blues

My dear, I am so grateful that I have you in my life.  We went through so much in just a few months.  Almost like we have been dating for a long time.  Like a few years.  I am very worried.  Worried that you will not be satisfied with me or find me annoying or have any other complains about me.  Because you said before that travelling together is the time when we will see if we are truly compatible.  Honestly, I am very happy with us.  I hope you feel the same way.

At first I was uncertain too about travelling together.  Because I know that this may decide if you are happy with me.  And I am not absolutely confident you will be happy with me.  I’m afraid that I may have habits that even I myself do not know about, or you find terrible. 

I told SW and AC that I can’t fetch them anymore.  To be honest, I do not feel anything at all.  Because like I have said many times before, you are my number one.  I care most about you and I love you.  I don’t really mind about them.  I just don’t want you to be sad or insecure anymore.  Please believe me okay?

I’m happy we went to KL together.  Because I felt that I can be so freely intimate with you.  In sibu, we are always worried if there are people whom we know.  But in KL, no worries about that.  At least, not that easy to meet them.  And I know you are less worried too.  There are so many foreign tourists there, they are being intimate too.  So it should not be weird.

Congratulations on the award, my dear.  I know you are so excited.  And I am happy for you too.  I hope I can always be a part of your life.  Please let me be a part of your life until we are old okay?  I love you so much.  I have been so happy this last few days, I don’t even know how to express it.  I love love love you.

Monday, 17 Oct 2016

8.36pm

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