Paper hearts leads to thoughts

So today I was quite free so I folded a lot of paper hearts.  But I’m glad that tomorrow, you don’t need to go to the dreadful school anymore.  And you don’t need to wake up so early anymore.  You should sleep in late and rest more.  You deserved more rest. 

I don’t know what I would do without you because you are taking care of me all the time.  There is always something I need to so every day because I am always procrastinating.  But I know you worry about me and want me to do things fast.  So I try my best.

I am not good with confrontation.  It doesn’t matter about what, whether I am in control or I am not, I do not like to confront anyone.  Not my friend, not my family, not even you.  So sometimes, I will feel a bit tortured.

But do you know, so far, you have been so understanding of me.  Usually, I do not need to talk much or say what is bothering me, you can tell.  I hope in the future, you can continue doing that for me.  And I will try my best to be as understanding and sensitive towards you.

I won’t blame my gender so let me just say that I am sometimes not that sensitive.  But I hope you know that I would never ever do something to hurt you on purpose.  If I do hurt you, it is because I did it accidentally.  And if I do so, I’m sorry.  Please forgive me. 

Because I love you very much and you hold a special place in my heart, at the top.