Hopeless Romantic

Men have periods too.  Men have a certain time when they are mentally vulnerable and mood swing come and go like a train.  And perhaps, many people dispute that this is not true.  Because the existence of men’s period cannot be seen or evidenced.  What we can sense is that the person may be more emotional than usual and moodier that before.

Guys come in different types.  Some guys are Casanovas.  They charm every girl they see and they want to be with many girls at once.  Some guys are just Regular Joes.  They love a girl, and they put a moderate amount of work into the relationship.  Some guys are Hopeless Romantics.  These guys pour their heart and soul into a relationship.

I am a hopeless romantic.  I am stupidly, idiotically, truly a hopeless romantic.  When I love a girl, I pour my heart and soul into the relationship.  I will always think of her, and I will always have her close to my heart.  Right now, a Hopeless Romantic may seem like a good lover. 

But honestly, as a Hopeless Romantic, I can testify that I hate that I fall hopeless in love with a girl every time.  I hate that I pour my heart and soul into a relationship.  I hate that I think about the girl all the time.  I hate that I can only love her and nobody else.

Because a Hopeless Romantic’s life is sad.  It is very sad and tragic.  Do you know how it feels like to be thinking of a person all the time?  Even 1 minute seems like 1 hour.  You hang by to every word she says and you wait for every message she sends you.

A shorter message or a less passionate message will make a Hopeless Romantic sad.  An unanswered phone call can make the Hopeless Romantic worry.  A message that takes longer than usual to be replied, will draw concern. 

I hate being a Hopeless Romantic.  Because everything she says will affect me so much.  Everything she does affects me so much too.  If everything is great, I will be in a state of bliss.  But even the slightest sadness can bring us down to the depths of despair.  I hate it.